Unexpected Message…

2008/03/27 exactly 9:44 in the evening.An unexpected message came up to phone

from an unexpected person. A simple message that blows me a little nervous…

while reading his messages I felt something wrong. Many questions linger in my mind that night. why me?..What I did?…why he text me..??Why he asked me like that..??
all WHY and WHAT….????

And the most worst part is he invite me for a lunch to prove that all his messages is from the heart and to show that he is not joking… 

Until When….

 In an unexepected place and time

that’s where and when we first met

you smiled at me while standing on the post with

your hands on your pocket.

i thought it would end there

But your smiled made me think of you every night

unitl i found myself, wishing you to be here on my side.

i tried to pretend myself that

I’m not in love with but the more i pretend, the more it hurts….

the more the feelings got deep inside.

I tried to deny the fact that i’m in love with you

but there are times that the tears in my eyes fall down in my cheeks

i don’t know what that these tears for

all I know is I’m suffering….

Asking myself…

Until When….????